Sorry to my unknown lover,
Sorry that I can’t believe
That anybody ever really
Starts to fall in love with me.

Halsey, Sorry
In the shadows of a cafe, 
She sits alone.
Her only company
Is the coffee
But even it is afraid to speak.

Engaged in her own shadows,
She fades from the world around her.
She forget who she is;
Then, everyone forgets her.
She and the world are ghosts to one another.

Now,
She drowns in her own faults
Her mistakes,
For she forgot,
And she never told herself
That she was beautiful.
But now,
She will never forget
That she is beautiful
In every way.

pain

Pain
I feel.
Pain
I yield.
Oh pain
Go away.
Why stay
If I'm okay?
If I steal a bit of joy,
Will you leave?
Will you leave me?
Will you leave me be?
Please.
Pain
I feel
No more.
The pain
I yield
Is gone.
Light of life, 
Come into my soul,
Bring me joy;
Fill my hole.

Light of life,
You are so bright.
You make smile;
I forget about the strife.

Light of life,
The bubblegum that overrides punk,
You complete me,
And so I write.

Light of life,
On this night,
I thank thee
For what is right.
You bring life,
You end strife.
You use a pen instead of a knife.

I’m bad news

Disney Rebels
The night
Basks over my skin,
Bright and pulsing,
The nectar to my soul.
Even if it's dark,
It's a little bit light,
For its glow is so strong.

To its heights I long
For its protection.
O' great orb of white,
Protect me from the fears
Of the great dark.
I can only take so much,
So fill my soul
With light.

Black and white
Gray and brown
You fill the night
With color,
So you fill me.
The world isn't perfect; 
Never was
Never will be.

I am white with a little
Gray space,
A little darkness
That craves my soul.

The world is a complex web,
Connecting morals with law,
But at the same time,
Unweaving them
To the
Gray space.

Morals aren't subject to laws;
Laws aren't subject to morals.
No universality.
Regulation is made by the victors,
The dark,
And the gray,
For it's a world of
Gray space.

Hold onto me. Hold onto me, even in death

Disney Rebels
tears fall down my face
for sadness
for joy
for despair
for euphoria

tears fall down my face
for the day
for the night
for the noon
for the dawn

tears for anger
tears for happiness
tears for everything
tears for pain

I am the water
I am my tears.

Beauty

Look in the mirror, 
They say.
What a monstrosity?!
Unkempt.
Unloved.
Antisocial—
Maybe you should have better vocals.

I look in the mirror;
I see beauty beyond compare.
I have things I can work on, yes,
But don't we all? That's fair.

Conformity is bad if done to the max.
Be yourself, even if doesn't add.
No one can tell you what's the norm.
Everyone has beauty,
You just have to see.